Trying to make some friends
Saturday, April 04, 2009 1:12:am | History

I am in a long-term relationship with the most wonderful man in the world. I love music, Movies, and being outside. Untill October I was an administrative Assistant, but I quit my job to take care of a sick family member, I have some regrets about quitting, but you have to do things you regret sometimes for the greater good. I smoke cigarettes but I don not drink. I have two cats and a python, all of whom I love very much! I have had some things happen recently that have made it really hard for me to love myself, but if you do not love yourself, then no one else can love you. In October I had a miscarriage, I didn't know I was 4 months pregnant, I had another miscarriage in March, I again didn't know I was pregnant.It's been really hard for me to deak with, I really am looking for someone to talk to, that will not judge me. I have made many mistakes in my life, but you cannot dwell in the past. I just need someone to talk to so I can stop putting all the burden on my fiance. He loves me enough to listen, but somethings are hard for him to understand...