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44 years old Houston, Texas, United States

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Cancer sucks - just in case you didn't know

Blog Created: Tuesday, March 29, 2011 12:37:26 PM
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Okay...let's see...Monday at eight thirty my new and very sore port was injected for the first time...when we did the transfusion last week it went into my hand to keep it clean and clear for this experience...Talk about a digging ouchie!! So unexpected after the first nurse caused no pain when taking the blood sample out of my arm only minutes before...oh well what could i expect when it was already hurting so much just for being trapped under thin skin...

Six hours of fluids and liquid platinum were absorbed by me sleeping...just like in any mentally/emotionally/physically stressful moment in my life I chose to remain passed out...seriously...the only way I seem to be able to deal with this stress is just to go blank...sometimes I try to have out of body moments to go watch Will in the waiting room during shorter naps...following the injection it was 15 minutes elavated and surrounded by the high tech radio machine...it realllllly messed with my vertigo yesterday...

After all that sleep I had a little energy to get out for a bit. After we dropped Julian at work, we went and bought a few more fish for the tank. Nothing expensive -- as these are an experiment of what other kinds of fish will live in the 75 gallon with our newly aquired Betta named Tsunami Fuckiyoushi. [Will's bday present to himself.] We got two black gold fish - fat bodies skinny heads with buldging eyes, 5 tiger barbs [which are proving to be a bit aggressive for my taste and may be moved out soon], one oriental bottom cleaner [matches the rocks perfectly] and one fiddler crab.

We also managed to do a dollar store quick run and a fast trip at HEB before I started feeling ready to go home...for me that is BIG progress...Sadly the nurses tell me not to expect it to keep being this easy...

I worked on some more of my hand sewing projects. Will loves it when I have those reading glasses on...I love how these new bags I've made have come along so far. Using scraps from Virginia's quilting fabrics, I have made several different size bags that would work for many renfaire outfits. Each has a velvet side and a brocade side and all are hand beaded. When I am finished with this part of the construction -- I still have to line each one -- then I am going to finish them up by custom painting on the velvet side. [Velvet is my new favorite thing to paint on!] All of these will be for sale at my upcoming yART sale...

Well after scarfing down a pizza I was pretty dead on my feet...Will went to go pick Al up from work and they returned to me sleeping in my office chair in the studio...Ignoring their comments to remain asleep wasn't too easy and after a while I moved into the room where we are really sleeping now days...it must have been just a little before he went to get J from work because I heard them making fun of me for sleeping with my head where our feet have been since we relocated...stupidheads didn't realize I had set myself up to look at the fish while dozing off...

Sooooooo I was awake at 3 am...stalked about the net some...realized I still have some anger issues with people who convince themselves that what they did really didn't affect them at their core like I feel it should have...read and played games until I had to shower before going to the hospital today for my fifteen of radio again...

I am tired now. Did some more sewing...read some more bullshit online...ate a popcycle...thinking it is time for a nap...and maybe my first dose of painpills for today...the damn port is sore again...

Lv M

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