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44 years old Houston, Texas, United States

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So very tired

Blog Created: Friday, March 25, 2011 8:15:59 AM
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Ugh. I am so tired of being sick. It has become a huge pain all around!!

The port/cath to my heart looks odd under my skin. I have thinned down so much in the area [the past boob zone as we call it around here] that you can see the lump moving around if I bend. So yucky. That surgery was done on Tuesday of this week and went fairly smoothly, but a problem arose after we returned from visiting Baytown on Wednesday...

The glue on the patch over it proved to be a new allergy for me but it took till Wednesday night for me to find out! Oh joy!! This one showed itself in the form of my feet swelling up to look like those of a hobbit the night before my blood transfusion. I didn't sleep the whole night in worry that it would move up my body if I did. Finally after HOURS of itching like hell all over the thought crossed my mind to remove the bandage and take two benedryl, instead of my regular pain meds. By the time we left for the hospital at 8 am my feet were about half the size, so I knew what caused it.

BTW, yes I did say blood transfusion. Two of them yesterday. It took all damn day but at least I spent it with my friends in the observation beds. Nice to see everyone again ; P...I told my nurse she should snap a photo of me in bed with the blood going in, since most of the world thinks I am a vampire...lol..even better it was labeled with my blood type -- O NEGATIVE. [one of my favorite vampire like bands!!] Thanks to me not having a phone, this photo opportunity was lost! ; (

I spent the day in bed getting pumped up with new young blood. grody. I managed to do my hand-sewing projects during the first transfusion and slept through the entire second one. The best news is that I have figured out what menu to request when in the hospital -- the soft diet. That way I get more options that I will actually eat like fresh fruits.

Last night I expected to feel all 'pumped up' and enlivened by the new blood, as that seemed to be what all the staff and our friends said would happen; but instead I was completely out of sorts. My son was sitting beside me and said "Mom are you okay? You look really sick all of a sudden"...he had no clue that I was totally spacing out lost in a very deep indescribable physical and mental fog. I said "No. Something is wrong. I am going to go lay down." I took a short warm bath and passed out. Woke up today around 6 am and feel okay. Still no where near normal but at least okay.

Today I go back to Radio to do more blocking and check the lines they drew on me on Wednesday. I think the stuff they glued the first ones down with is not helping with the itchiness. God the urge to itch is maddening at times. And since my whole right upper chest area is still sore from the port, itching is often impossible without pain.

Hopefully this weekend will be hospital free. I have lunch with The Pup and Will on Saturday to look forward to. I plan to spend the rest of the time working on/finishing up the projects I started at the infusion. I am making little REnFaire bags/purses with hand beading and painted velvet panels.

I am trying to do a lot of small projects to sell at our yarT sale, in a few months. If you are interested in donating any objects/clothing/whatever to this upcoming fundraiser do not hesitate to ask for more details -- or watch for them in an upcoming blog. For those who are curious, we have 5 fundraiser ideas -- which are all in the works to some degree. They will be:
1. The yarT sale which my family will host at our house for our vanilla and kink friends. This will be a sale with BBQ vension sausage/hot dogs/snacks/baked goods, LIVE MUSIC, art for sale and a full garage sale in the backyard. [Not your normal event but still something cool.]
2. Project Armageddon and The DollyRockers [and maybe a few more bands] will be doing a show for our benefit as soon as we can find a venue. This will be a kink and vanilla event with the chance for it to be all ages, if we find the right place.
3. Byron and Kerri have offered to host a party in my honor at their house
4. Lori from SAF offered me one too
5. Elizabeth and Eva from WIPS will be hosting a kink party for me in the fall.

Other things that have been very helpful:
*Donations of casseroles by wonderful friends
*Kroger's gift cards from my vanilla family
*Will's parents helping to pay our bills for a few months [except rent- we are still able to cover that without help]
*Clients booking Will for additional work & being understanding when he has to take care of me right now
*a nice check from the family of one of my daugthter's friends

I have also been getting notes from people requesting me as a proDom. I hate turning those down, but I can barely get dressed right now -- much less put on MICHELLEFROMHELL. It may seem strange, but honestly I hurt too much to hurt anyone else at this time.

Many thanks to everyone. The support and help I am given is making it easier to not give up. I love you all so much

M

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